Sunday, November 23, 2008

If I could change one thing about myself...

..it would be how I obsess over women. I feel that if I weren't always fantasizing, living in a dream where I'm touching them, I could harness a lot of my intellect and creativity. Instead of writing a story, I daydream about the latest distraction. Pining over failed relationships. Will I ever let it go? Move on. If I did, what would I spend my time thinking about? Class. Reading. Playing music, juggling, hanging out with friends, exercise? But no. Instead I sit and think about the moments I wish I could have.

Otis Redding is singing " A Change is Gonna Come" on my stereo behind me.

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